To Work Or Not To Work?

If i so happen to bump into someone or rather just chatting up with my classmates,the very first thing that they will ask is "So Are You Working Yet?"

Gees,i guess i am just getting bored of that question already.Well just for your information i am not working part time or what so ever and merely becoming a bummer who just stay at home.While i am just staying at home or some may consider it as rotting at home,my friends out there are making good money maybe just in time for their Chinese New Year shopping spree.

So To Work Or Not To Work?,i mean it really do depends on the particular individuals but if you ask me personally i would say i do not feel like working for now.Maybe it is my past experience when i am working as a part time promoter at F.O.S One Utama and there i learn that working do sucks.Imagine working long hours for example 10 am to 10 pm,or rather just doing the same thing over and over again.It really can get pretty dull and boring till you just get sick of it.Well that is just me speaking from my experience.

I felt that this is maybe the only time for me to really do something out of the ordinary and working is kinda out of the equation.One on my to do list is to travel,go and take a tour out of your comfort zone and expend your horizon.Traveling will only be more meaningful if you go with your classmates and Thank God my class is organizing one class trip(Redang i think)
Look at this way,a couple months from now we will collect our results and we will go on our separate ways of life,so let us just hang out while time is still within our reach.

Take this time to do things you have not done before do something extraordinary.For example lately i am trying my very best to compose and write a song.Pretty funny it seems,cause this is coming from a person who does not have any music background,can't sing for nuts and perhaps is not creative enough.Anyway that does not stop me from trying despite all that.It had been always been my craving and i was thinking it would be pretty cool if i can express my feelings and whats in my mind in the form of words and goes well in rhythms.

Well working does do benefits you one way or another,besides earning good money,you tends to know more new people,make new bunch of friends,expend your network and who knows you might find love there.That is not all,you also will build up your experience and get a sneak preview on how the worlds works.So technically it really is not that bad if you can stand the hardship of life and if you do work i wish you all the best and hope you do enjoy your work. =)

Anyway i will come to a conclusion that if you choose to work,it is fine as you are being productive in your life.If you do not choose not to,it is also okay as you will spend most of your life working so now or later it really does not matter.However as for me i will choose not to work for now as i try to make my life more meaningful in a whole different way and maybe will only start working the next time if i really do need extra cash.

Is Being Average Okay?

I just got my MUET(Malaysian University English Test) and i got band 4. Band 4 is the third highest from ranking. Third from the highest not bad it seems, but somehow i do not feel the satisfaction of getting the band 4.You see band 4 is the decent achievement that most average people may get.So something come across my mind and the question here Is Being Average Okay?

After you get your results which is far below your expectation you tend to express your disappointment one way or another taking for example you go and hang out with your friends and all of sudden you will show off your frown face and from there people will obviously figure out there something wrong with you.Right after that,you will just spill out your feelings.I am sure you then come across this advices,"Come on don't be too hard on yourself" or "Oh,don't worry it is not that bad or the classic "You can try again next time". Right i am sure this words would do you no good as somehow you are just plain disappointed with the results and you are also disappointed with yourself till nothing else mattered except that your results will miraculously change.

However about getting my MUET results,it is not that surprising.I know that i will not get band 6 and i just felt that i just may get band 4 instead of band 5.It kinda gets into your mind pretty much so that i even dreamed of getting band 4 before it even happen.Yeah i admit it,it sucks to get band 4 and it will suck more if i get below then that but i would do anything to get a better results right now(Going back to the past is a option).

I guess this is the part where i will get over it and there is nothing for me to do.I think the first step that i must take is by accepting the fact that i am just an average guy who have decent skill in the English Language.Gees this really do suck and the consoling part makes me feel like i in a rehab.

Lastly i wanna say i am sorry for being disappointment to anyone if i do so(Mainly to myself).And time to start praying hard like never before because the end is not yet here.The STPM results is yet to be known and until that day comes i will be praying.Not praying for a fabulous result but to pray for an average results of terrible result which that means failing all the subject. >.<

What I Use To Hate Most About Going To School

This year i successfully broke a record,for the first time ever when the new year starts i have no need to prepare to go back to school.Well i am suppose to break that record last two years ago but instead i choose to continue my studies at form 6.So that sums up a total of 11 and a half years of schooling, 5 years in primary(I skipped standard 4 due to PTS) and 6 and a half years(5 normally but form 6 adds up another 1 and a half years.

All right, back to the topic.What I Use To Hate Most About Going To School?.

It is a torture to actually wake up in the morning when the suns are not even up yet. Then you get ready and eventually goes to school with your hearts still wanting to back to sleep.Morning assembly is the least place i ever wanted to go as i recalled my memories of schooling.I branded the Assembly ground as the lair for the vultures hunting for food where we a normal students are the food and the prefects are the vultures.You see the prefects are
always targeting students fault and its like they are get some sort form of high when they manage to catch a student.

Anyway just so we are clear, i am not really a anti-prefects but in the matter of facts i am a friend of prefects =D.Next the morning assembly is the part where our brain cell is killed and it is pretty ironic cause our day just started to actually study something and half our our brain cell are already dead.I mean we are practically sitting there doing nothing but to listen to teachers lecturing us again about discipline and etc and its like almost the same thing every week and its make us feel like De-Javu every same week.Sometimes when the nature are not showing us enough mercy we will be sitting down there facing the sourcing sunlight while still listening to their never ending speach.Do you know whats funny about the teachers speach, before they come out the mc of the day will say "Sekarang mempersilakan......untuk memberikan sepatah dua kata" but we all know that we are all going for a trip to dreamland.

So that it what i have to say today, hope you guys enjoy reading it i know its kinda long.Finally to those who are going back to school tomorrow hope you all have fun and enjoy your schooling session of 2009 and hope you all shall endure the annual Monday Morning Assembly.